No matter how you examine a situation, being rejected hurts. I've been going through the motions of taking notes of past hurts so I can forgive them and ask God to forgive me for holding onto the grievances as well as expecting him to heal my pain...so far, so good....memories are random and defiantly out of order, but it seems the same type of thing that scars a 15 year old can also scar a 46 year old. Since I started this journey, I have become moody and even more sensitive if that is even possible. Trying and feeling as if I am failing at not causing anyone else harm as I journey to free myself.
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